I am in my bed now writing some usually random thoughts, last two hours and all these thoughts fly past me like a maglev train. it's September 29 and the time here is 3:57 am.
I was working on a freelance project that I have been delaying from the past two days. I was just getting started with it but suddenly I thought I need to write I don't know what but need to? so I left the project in half and started writing.
Right now my back is inclined on my bed with a laptop in my lap. It's difficult for me to type but still.....
The thing is that I have messed up my time table and now I am unable to retrieve it, but still, I am trying. so get back to the topic.
There is an air conditioner right over my head blowing cold air. I don't know what the heck just happened to this society's management. winter is up, I wear a jacket every time I go outside. But still, this air conditioner is throwing cold air. By the way, I cannot control the air conditioner.
I have so many things to cover up. literally countless. One thing I have learned that if you have a lot of failure on top of each other, it will be a lot difficult for you to recover. Unfortunately, if you fall into this abyss of failure.
My to you us to Try to taste mini success. What I mean by that is to forget all the work pick one task and complete it.
So when you know what success looks and tastes like you will be super duper motivated. And as you know if you know!!!
No motivational speaker in the world can motivate you unless you yourself get motivated.
I can barely watch through the window beside me because it's cold out there and water is condensed all over the window. The only thing I am able to see is blurred lights including one from the dentist hospital in front of the window.
Just this from today. I hope you didn't get a single thing,π€£
I am getting back to my project now. Take care of yourself and your loved ones.
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